Hello! Thanks for having me back. I’ve just popped in to share a cuppa and a chat. How have you been these last few weeks? Cold enough for you southerners? Lovely weather here. Dry season is in full swing. Just lovely…..
How am I? Really? Fine fine…..not really……well……actually……I’m just going to flop down here at your kitchen table now and have a little grown up tanty…..yep…..here I go…..
I don’t want to do this house moving fire crap. Seriously. It’s not fair. I don’t want to go through stuff, throw stuff out or fight with the insurance about whether or not it needs writing off. I don’t want to get quotes on my sewing stuff. I don’t want to have to unpack and reorganise the house AGAIN!!
I don’t want hubby to go back to work. I want him to live with us and to have no bills. No responsibilities. Play with the kids all day and not worry about getting to school on time.
I want to sew not clean…..
I want to eat chocolate every single day and be thin and hot. Not fat and sweaty.......
And now you’ll say something lovely and supportive yada yada yada……
But like all good tantrums….
But it’s not fair! I know we are lucky. I know we are blessed a thousand time everyday for our wonderful, healthy, relatively happy family.
But I don’t want toooooo…..It’s not fair………!!!!
My quilts :( I don’t want to get valuation on the quilts. I don’t. I want to pretend they are fine and that everything is ok. But I can’t. I wish this had never happened. I should have never left the kids…..my fault. Boohooo me
And now you will give me your best serious face and tell me to suck it up princess. That I can do it and I will. Because I am Bianca Jae….and I make stuff!
Thanks friends. Because we are sleeping in our house tonight for the first time in 53 days. And that has to be good thing….right??!!
And yes, I am now so crazy that I am having full conversation with myself because quite frankly I am stark raving mad ;) xox